Untitled Poem (I'd have been a pain receptor)
Dear God Dear God Dear God Please Stay with me as I leave The safety of this agony Stay with me as I shed The weight of this rejection Stay with me Please So that I may have A hand to hold I’d rather be a ghost Than be alone Please stay I know she doesn’t love me Yet I wait Breathing through a thimble Kneeling at the gate I’d rather be like this than be alone God if I get up, will you join me? The tearing is too much for me to bear Leaving half my skin stuck to her driveway Nothing between me and autumn air God I need you now, more than ever Or have you heard me say it all before Cause if I were a cell in someone’s body I think I’d have been a pain receptor I’m trying to claw my loyalty away Wanna give it all to someone who will stay But what if it’s a permanent mistake I made? What if I die behind a barricade? Please God Will you stay Please stay Please stay